gay magazine

ummm bought my first gay magazines....
Genre and Out... took a lot of courage...and yet I didn't think the articles were worth it.
However, I wasn't that crazy shy or embarassed about buying them...I'm getting stronger and more accepting of myself. Good for me.
AHHHH i want a boyfriend...yes, I sound very desperate.
the time will come some day soon.
Btw, I had a question...do caucasian men find asian men attractive?
I feel like white men wouldn't give a second look to an asian man...even if he was good looking, smart and successful. Now what's up with that? give me some feedback
till then...good night and good luck!